Its been 2 weeks since she left we are moving on with our lives but of course I sometimes think about her. Sometimes I feel like a veil has been lifted from me and I see clearer. But there are times where I want to go back inside that veil and hide pretend that its the way it was. Adrianne doesn't ask about her anymore and I'm glad because it wasn't difficult to explain the situation to her. We're all fine now I'm not stressed no need to hook me up to ekg machines. I am still stuck with the questions that I don't think will get a decent answer anytime soon. I know that once I start digging for answer the truth will rear its ugly head once more and It will drive crazy. I know it!!!