Much as I hate to say it I want to hope that someday I could actually say that I could let Joshwa go. I want him to have his own apartment and make it out on his own. With that being said last week Joshwa went on a school field trip at the Manila Ocean Aquarium with his nanny and classmates.
Category Archives: Joshwa
Summer
I didn’t plan a lot summer activities for the kids this year. I wanted to focus on one activity at a time. For Adee she started with Easy Math last March. Read the rest of this entry
Disability Beatitudes
This poem was recited during Joshwa’s recognition day and this poem almost moved me to tears. Very touching and yet it was everything that a person with disability should tell the whole world. I failed to catch the name of the author and yet when I googled it just says that the author was anonymous.
Award
Today was Joshwa’s recognition day and I’m glad that my husband went out of his way to go to the recognition day. Joshwa was awarded as Best In Computer to some people it’s not a big deal. To me it always is.
Drawing
When I saw this yesterday.. I was laughing out loud.. Joshwa drew Mickey Mouse as a representation of himself. Read the rest of this entry
Puberty

The stage that I’m dreading is already here. We are now hitting puberty!! For some Puberty comes easy. But for me Puberty plus autism= Challenging! Joshwa is now beginning to assert what we wants never mind that what he wants isn’t exactly what is the right thing. Read the rest of this entry
Updates from Joshwa
Welcome to our Roller Coaster Ride with Autism each day is always something new, each day is different. Sometime a new behavior emerges and another goes away. I don’t know why but I’m always about to have a nervous break down whenever I don’t see Joshwa. We live in a two bedroom condo and yet I always have to know where he is or is he being supervised. My mother always tells me that for an accident to happen it always takes just a split second and she’s right. Read the rest of this entry
Touch Therapy

Joshwa is now learning to ask for a massage from his nanny. This is not a massage that kind of massage that you need to get massage therapy program online course for.
Autism spectrum disorders (ASDs) are a group of developmental disorders that, to varying degrees, hinder a person’s ability to communicate, socialize and build relationships. Read the rest of this entry
How We Prepared For Joshwa’s ID Photo
This photo was the first take it was rejected because he was actually talking when this shot was taken. He was saying Ready Set Go!!!! This was written last year and I still think this is useful.Happy Birthday Joshwa
To My Son,
I hope you know how much I love you so,
I might embarrass you from time to time
By giving lots of love and needless kisses,
But you need to know Mom loves you so,
Before you were born I didn’t know
just how much I would love you so,
But when I looked into your eyes for the first time,
I felt my heart grow and grow,
A Mothers love is hard to explain,
Not everyone will feel the same,
Now that you are getting older I felt the need to tell you,
Just how much I love you so,
Time may pass day after day or year after year, a
But the love I have for you grows
nearer and dearer to my heart each day and year,
I know that one day you might not me anymore to force you
to take your vitamins enough anymore despite the fact that
it has great multiple vitamin ratings.
To My Son I hope you know just how much I love you so.


